| JOURNAL: A long time ago.. when i was in the first grade... my best friend was a girl named Rebbecca. Everyday she would lay under the flagpole at our school, lay on the hot cement under the flagpole every recces, and have her hands around her neck trying to kill herself, in the first grade. I think i was the only one keeping her from it, i was just about her only friend, and we were BEST friends. One day I came to her house and she explained to me why she always tried to commit suicide. Her parents abused her, physically and emotionally. Now, people don't try to commit suicide just because they have bad parents, I know, but she was in the first grade, and think about that for a moment. I mean i can hardly stand that my own father emotionally abuses me, it kills me, I only have one dad and hes like that. Now imagine it for a 6 year old girl and turn it to her MOTHER! A mother and daughter relationship is the strongest human bond on Earth, (human bond on earth, not meaning Jesus and God) and for a 6 year old. Anyways, she was there for second grade for a day, then she disappeared. No one ever saw her again or heard from her again, including me. Sometimes I'll randomly think of her, and i cry and pray for her, and pray that shes OK. I try to think shes alive, to think as positive as I can, its just hard... I pray for her when it comes up, and I would really appreciate it if you all would, too. Please everyone pray that shes OK; alive and well. And if her mom hasn't already stopped abusing her, pray that she either will or Rebbecca will get through it. Please guys, this is serious, and it would mean a lot to me. She meant a lot to me and I just really wanna make sure shes OK, praying is the best thing we can do, right? What will worrying and crying and complaining do/solve? Nothing. Then what should we do? Pray. That's the best thing we can do for her. Please tell your friends and family about this, and please tell them to pray. It would be amazing. Thanks, guys. ~<3 Escence P.S Please comment on this journal saying that you prayed for her. ~<3 [link] |












